Technically this is my first post in this site so here goes my struggle of the day! :)
Today is June 07. 2013, three more days till the first day of school. this school year I'll be a senior student. As of now, I haven't decided on what course should I take.
When I was still a little kid I want to be a doctor because I want to cure my mom and dad so they won't die (that was exactly what's on my mind that time). Then I wanted to be a chemical engineer because I want to make perfumes. I started mixing powder with water and put it in a bottle then ask my mom to smell it, she did! She is like any other mother she motivates me to pursue my dreams. She's like "It smells really good!" we all know it's not. I also did this watercolor thingy where all the water I used to color are kept in a bag and threw it afterwards. Crazy huh?
I also wanted to be a teacher of high school students, when I'm alone in my room, sometimes, I act as a teacher and I'm really good at it. There's this side of me that doesn't want to be a teacher because I don't know how to with naughty people. I easily loose my temper. It's just ughh, I just want to beat the sh** out of that particular person.
When I heard my mom saying that my dad wants my brothers to become a lawyer, I started to like it more. And think of this I got law in the second place on NCAE Result and I am so happy that time. I want to study law because I want to help innocent people not just because my dad wants to. I was wondering if I'm going to study law, I'll be studying an undergrad course my dad wants to and it's not optional because law. Back to the point after I finish that I will take law then finish it, find a job, move to a country, if I can, take some more courses so I can perfect the field of being lawyer. I don't even know what other jobs await for me aside from being a lawyer if I'm going to do this. I'd probably dead after finishing 5 courses which is equivalent to 20 years of studying plus 2-3 years of law. Not so cool. I guess I'm going to die alone. Haha.
Now, I am trying to ask my dad to get me some Admission papers on Universities and Colleges so I can live my life now. I really wish I can do this sh**. Wish me luck guys!
By the way, I'm from La Consolacion College Caloocan, I know this is a public site to post your school but whatever no one cares anyway. :)
Good night! Or shall I say Good morning! It has been a wonderful time typing my story here and I hope in time, I can find a course that fits for me! Time check: 4:30 am
